The path to where we head is always something for which we would have to exercise our courage. Every step is a step to test us on how much we have learned and how we want to apply them to our lives. Every step makes us more alive as human beings and let us understand ourselves so much better.
Life is indeed a continuous steps in choice making. Our choices determine how we view things and what things that happen to us.
I have find out that this is true and that we never know EXACTLY where we would end up. The heart works in funny ways. You might end up in somewhere which is completely unexpected or somewhere which you never knew existed. The heart is such: it brings you what you really want deep down, only if you trust it.
It is always a test really. It is a test on whether you want to follow what is happening outside of you (those things like what you see, what people tell you etc), or whether you want to trust your own intuition or heart. We are tested daily on our commitment to our heart. Those who listen end up being the ones who really live a great life. Those who don’t end up living life of quiet desperation, constantly being pushed around by the tides of their friendships, family and relationships.
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I have realized that we are all at different stages of spiritual growth. At different points of the path, different things happen to us. We start to realize that everything indeed happens for a reason. There are always lessons to be learned at every single moment. That’s what makes life so interesting.
We never know what would happen or who we will meet that will help guide us and see deeper within ourselves. To see our insecurities, our fears and what we really are deep within us.
The path is filled with people who are willing to help us as we move. It is filled by people who are just there at the right time and the right place for the right reasons. They represent the things in which we have to learn at that time.
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I feel extremely blessed. I feel like I have totally shut myself down from external forces and that my voice within speaks so strong to me. It is this deep feeling where you feel so alive because you realize the divinity within you. The “externalities” seem to be completely unimportant.
I feel at peace with myself whenever I am doing something which is close to my heart. It doesn’t matter what others say, for I know deep down when I do something just for the sake of it and because I love doing it.
My life has been this continuous step of learning and experiences. It is one hell of an experience.
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I feel that I really hold a duty to share with others spiritually and to allow themselves to know themselves better. It is the greatest joy to truly understand ourselves better. I feel I am already equipped with the tools and the experience I need, although part of me thinks that I am so interested to teach because of a deeper desire to learn.
The saying that you learn when you teach definetely holds true.
I am just in the moment. I am free from the confinements of concepts that pull me down. Concepts like being busy, being materialistic and of unnecessary sense of being responsible.
That brings me to a point. Don’t you realize how much we do things because we believe that doing that something actually makes us more responsible?
That is one of the most limiting concepts one could encounter.
I am sitting here on my table, typing randomly and fully. I am irresponsible. I free myself from the good opinions of others. I express myself. I am happy.
