Life have been so free for me now. I’m just sitting around. Doing a lot of thinking. Realize how blessed I am for all the freedom and the great things that is going on in my life.
I noticed how many of us are just running around all over the place with no real sense of purpose. I am just sitting around, enjoying my life. Not thinking about my future, not thinking about the past. Just enjoying the present.
My friends who are working are complaining. My friends who are still studying are complaining. My friends who are still without a job are complaining.
I realize how easy it is for us for us to be unhappy about things. To find fault in the present moment. For us to just look at the negative in the present moment, and often missing a lot of the joy in the present. All the blessings that we have.
I’m grateful to be given a chance to really step back and think about my life. I have already reached the age of 20. I need to think of what I really want to do in my life. Not just living on autopilot.
I do not want to live the kind of life so many people around me are living. Living life unaware. Unaware of what drives them. Unaware of what they really want. Unaware of what they are living for. Unaware of their own self.
It’s sad that many of them do not even realize that they are unaware. They spend so much of their time being busy. Being busy with things that they don’t really hold any value to themselves. Things like their job, relationships which they do not really move them or friendships which does not really go anywhere. I wonder how much of their lives are wasted in such pursuits.
I do not intend to live my life is such way. Sorry if I sound cynical. I just need to know that I’m really appreciating my life, and certain things which so many other people take for granted.
For now, I think I know where I am heading: Not “that” path.
