Dear Mum, Dear Dad,

I write this not because I want to prove my point. I write this not because I want to be rebellious. I write this not because I want to go against your wishes. I write this because I need to express. I write this because I need you to know certain things.

I know that certain things I do would be hard for you to understand, but trust me, I’m looking furthur ahead than you ever think I could. I’m looking at a prize which furthur impresses you. You might have been right to put emphasizes into certain things like studies and academic successes. But, I know deeper to say that there are certain things which are so much deeper to me which I want. My eyes are fixed on a far bigger goal. A goal which once achieve will blow my mind. To be able to find for something which I live for, to be able to take a bullet in my chest for it.

I have reached a certain stage where I know that I do not intend to please you. I love you, but I do not intend to show it by pleasing you. I have observed this world of ours and know that many individuals are not living their life as they want. I do not intend to be like them. Read the rest of this entry »